Lately, I have been thinking to have a baby of my own, a baby that comes from my own blood, but of course I am not that naive to think that I can do this by my own. I am not a fan of “marriage”. But society still thinks that you have to be married in order to have a child. As of the moment, I still cannot see the beauty of the marriage. I have seen a lot of unhappy married couples compared to happily married couple. And reality proves that a piece of bonding paper doesn’t make a lot of sense, still, a lot of man out there does not respect their wife and the meaning of marriage. They still go out and continue their infidelity without feeling any guilt. I just don’t understand it, if you want a life like that how come you are married? Isn’t that a selfish act? Well I guess everyone in this world are a bunch of selfish creatures especially man. Hahaha, I am not a man hater here but I don’t trust them anymore.

I have to agree with Jennifer Aniston relationship theory, she said, “I don’t think a perfect relationship exists. But I do think that many of us think it does and we’re just fooling ourselves. Whoever said that everything has to be forever? That’s unrealistic or hoping for too much. I don’t think it’s worth all that pressure.” .

I don’t know if I will marry one day but there is one thing for sure, and that is I will have a baby of my own even Im married or not. My plan is to have a baby of my own by the age of 35. There are still 4 years to go, after 4 years and I don’t see a good man, I will give up and proceed to have a baby by injection.

I don’t wish to get married one day, but I do wish that I will have a child of my own.