I just found out one thing! And that is I have moved on totally without knowing it! When it comes to work I am a fast decision maker, but when it comes to dealing with my own emotions, I am always delayed! Anyway, the reason that I know that I moved on totally is because I visited my ex’s wedding picture just now and to my surprise I did not feel any bitterness, sad, miserable and pain in my heart. In fact the feelings that I have while viewing their pics are peaceful, calm, happy for them and actually at the end I just felt nothing at all, its just a feeling like you are viewing the pics of somebody you know … It’s a new whole thing for me, I am really happy for myself that I do not feel any pains, hurt and hatred anymore. I really thank Buddha for granting my prayers and the blessings she gave me ….